Some girls can be bitchy.Why?I don't knowThey probably huggedTheir past for too long.Thinking they knowAll guysSaying they are allThe same.I don't understand them.I don't understand girls. Like I once saidI'm humanI don't fit into a categoryPhysically femaleMentally builtAs a man.I have no filter.Yet I have feelings.I block them offTo focus on my goal. Originally written:11-4-18
Going to bed is easyThe battle hasn'tStarted.Oh, not yet !Nothing feels betterThat the relationshipBetween you andYour bed.Reality calls.It's time to get up.It is awake.It hugs youMuch tighterIt sucks you in. You got toBe on time.Give it a fewMore minutes.One barrier down.The next comes up.Shower time - 5 mins max!!Another hugging sessionMan! This feels good.The warmth,... Continue Reading →
I am a travellerOn a journey.Although itSeems like a questWith many trailsThrown at me.My visionDoes not weaver.My eyes remainsStraight aheadWith only thisBook and pen.I write my encountersAnd feelings. This journey is veryDemandingI may even addLonely.But with theProvider beside me.I am not shaken.I pour all emotionsOut.My one and onlyTherapistProvides me withthe answers beforeI ask the question.... Continue Reading →
You are the oneThat controlsYour mind.Don't go dependingOn people to makeYou feel better.They are humansJust like you.They get stressedAnd lonely.You can't go back.You surround yourselfWith happy people.They don't live theLife you live. You can't leanOn them for happinessThose days are gone.You pick yourself upYou make you happy.It's all on you.
My father told meYou may be a girlBut you were raisedAs a man.I laughed.Never take noAs an answer.You got to fightAs a man.Never thoughtI could raiseYou this way.Your motherNever thoughtShe'll live upTill todayBut look at her.She may not beHappy but sheHas made it. Was he being serious?I guess so becauseHe taught meNot to ever limitYourself.You... Continue Reading →
Be aware ofYour surroundings.Stop trying to blockThem outWith music.AcknowledgeThe communicationsTaking place inThe sky.The tiny birdsTweeting high pitched. Stop blocking it.Stop it.Give your soulSome breathing space.Why do you thinkYou are always up tight?You are mentallyCrapped up You have beenMentally hoardingThings which don'tBelong in yourMental space.Clear up!!No one is against youNo one wants badFor you.If they doThat's... Continue Reading →
What is a human?Is it the seen?Or the unseen?We unknownlyLabelled ourselves.Now there's othersFighting to be partOf this popular label. A disabled humanIs very much a human.I don't see the boxI see what'sInside the box.The door isn'tYour house.Just like your flashOr lack of flash on boneIsn't what makes you.It comes with the package.Why get treated differently?... Continue Reading →
You don't want toBut you mustYou don't seeSee the impactOf your actions.Believe meAnd followWhat I tell youTo do.Stop resisting. Stubborn humansWhen will you learn.Through resistanceYou eventuallyStress yourself. There is no pointIn creating somethingThat will not helpYou positively.StubbornnessCan only be capturedThrough a painfulExperience.Keep resistingVery soon you'llLearn.Most definitelyThe hard way.
All of my daysThroughout allOf these years.There's been tearsAnd fears.Nightmares werethe worst. The days were longThe nights wereThe worst.You were lyingIn bed.Bombarded byThoughtsGoing round and roundTill you fell asleep. The night time is worst.The night time is bad.Like the fox and pigI am haunted byNight time