Don’t understand

Some girls can be bitchy.Why?I don't knowThey probably huggedTheir past for too long.Thinking they knowAll guysSaying they are allThe same.I don't understand them.I don't understand girls. Like I once saidI'm humanI don't fit into a categoryPhysically femaleMentally builtAs a man.I have no filter.Yet I have feelings.I block them offTo focus on my goal. Originally written:11-4-18

Be on time

Going to bed is easyThe battle hasn'tStarted.Oh, not yet !Nothing feels betterThat the relationshipBetween you andYour bed.Reality calls.It's time to get up.It is awake.It hugs youMuch tighterIt sucks you in. You got toBe on time.Give it a fewMore minutes.One barrier down.The next comes up.Shower time - 5 mins max!!Another hugging sessionMan! This feels good.The warmth,... Continue Reading →

New skin.

I am a travellerOn a journey.Although itSeems like a questWith many trailsThrown at me.My visionDoes not weaver.My eyes remainsStraight aheadWith only thisBook and pen.I write my encountersAnd feelings. This journey is veryDemandingI may even addLonely.But with theProvider beside me.I am not shaken.I pour all emotionsOut.My one and onlyTherapistProvides me withthe answers beforeI ask the question.... Continue Reading →

Stop it!

Be aware ofYour surroundings.Stop trying to blockThem outWith music.AcknowledgeThe communicationsTaking place inThe sky.The tiny birdsTweeting high pitched. Stop blocking it.Stop it.Give your soulSome breathing space.Why do you thinkYou are always up tight?You are mentallyCrapped up You have beenMentally hoardingThings which don'tBelong in yourMental space.Clear up!!No one is against youNo one wants badFor you.If they doThat's... Continue Reading →

Night Time

All of my daysThroughout allOf these years.There's been tearsAnd fears.Nightmares werethe worst. The days were longThe nights wereThe worst.You were lyingIn bed.Bombarded byThoughtsGoing round and roundTill you fell asleep. The night time is worst.The night time is bad.Like the fox and pigI am haunted byNight time


You've been blindedYou've been lead astray.What now?You've workedTill you literallyCan't anymore.Will it be permanent?HELL NO!!I will fight. You've gone aboutThis the wrong way.But you've doneWell considering.Your visions backYou look aroundYou're surrounded. You've given inHave you lostThe will to go on?I'm just relaxingOh yeah??!For how long?? You are in the mistOf the battleAnd you are relaxing.You've... Continue Reading →


You're in painIt's your fault.You're depressedIt's your faultYou're a failureIt's your faultYour successIt's your faultYou've been hurtIt's your fault. I've been a foolI've been blindedNow I'm hurt.I'm in pain.Can't blameNo oneBut you. They sayYou are a productOf your environment.I came outBarely smiling.I got tiesFrom the past. I've been blinded.Now I'm hurting.So focused onReaching theFinish line.I... Continue Reading →


Naive  as I amNaive I still am.Saying yes to awell presented package.Dissapointed to seeThe content reallyDoesn't matchThe package. Go on aheadSwallow theButter pillYou've learnt somethingHaven't you.You played real nice.You've lured me inBut don't thinkFor a moment.I won't fight my way out. You've taught meNot to be unaware.I will take the burn.I will swallow theBitter pillIve... Continue Reading →

More time

I don't have enoughTime to pay attentionTo the things going onAround me.Mentally runningLooking and mumbling.What did I do here?How much time didI spend there? I'm chasing timePlease slow down.You're runningFaster than me.With my hands outstretched.I finally got hold of you. Just like sandYou drop fromMy handJust like a snowflakeYou melt with aTiny touch. What must... Continue Reading →

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