Don’t understand

Some girls can be bitchy.Why?I don't knowThey probably huggedTheir past for too long.Thinking they knowAll guysSaying they are allThe same.I don't understand them.I don't understand girls. Like I once saidI'm humanI don't fit into a categoryPhysically femaleMentally builtAs a man.I have no filter.Yet I have feelings.I block them offTo focus on my goal. Originally written:11-4-18

Be on time

Going to bed is easyThe battle hasn'tStarted.Oh, not yet !Nothing feels betterThat the relationshipBetween you andYour bed.Reality calls.It's time to get up.It is awake.It hugs youMuch tighterIt sucks you in. You got toBe on time.Give it a fewMore minutes.One barrier down.The next comes up.Shower time - 5 mins max!!Another hugging sessionMan! This feels good.The warmth,... Continue Reading →

New skin.

I am a travellerOn a journey.Although itSeems like a questWith many trailsThrown at me.My visionDoes not weaver.My eyes remainsStraight aheadWith only thisBook and pen.I write my encountersAnd feelings. This journey is veryDemandingI may even addLonely.But with theProvider beside me.I am not shaken.I pour all emotionsOut.My one and onlyTherapistProvides me withthe answers beforeI ask the question.... Continue Reading →

All on you

You are the oneThat controlsYour mind.Don't go dependingOn people to makeYou feel better.They are humansJust like you.They get stressedAnd lonely.You can't go back.You surround yourselfWith happy people.They don't live theLife you live. You can't leanOn them for happinessThose days are gone.You pick yourself upYou make you happy.It's all on you.

My Father ❤️

My father told meYou may be a girlBut you were raisedAs a man.I laughed.Never take noAs an answer.You got to fightAs a man.Never thoughtI could raiseYou this way.Your motherNever thoughtShe'll live upTill todayBut look at her.She may not beHappy but sheHas made it. Was he being serious?I guess so becauseHe taught meNot to ever limitYourself.You... Continue Reading →

Stop it!

Be aware ofYour surroundings.Stop trying to blockThem outWith music.AcknowledgeThe communicationsTaking place inThe sky.The tiny birdsTweeting high pitched. Stop blocking it.Stop it.Give your soulSome breathing space.Why do you thinkYou are always up tight?You are mentallyCrapped up You have beenMentally hoardingThings which don'tBelong in yourMental space.Clear up!!No one is against youNo one wants badFor you.If they doThat's... Continue Reading →

Unaware

Naive  as I amNaive I still am.Saying yes to awell presented package.Dissapointed to seeThe content reallyDoesn't matchThe package. Go on aheadSwallow theButter pillYou've learnt somethingHaven't you.You played real nice.You've lured me inBut don't thinkFor a moment.I won't fight my way out. You've taught meNot to be unaware.I will take the burn.I will swallow theBitter pillIve... Continue Reading →

More time

I don't have enoughTime to pay attentionTo the things going onAround me.Mentally runningLooking and mumbling.What did I do here?How much time didI spend there? I'm chasing timePlease slow down.You're runningFaster than me.With my hands outstretched.I finally got hold of you. Just like sandYou drop fromMy handJust like a snowflakeYou melt with aTiny touch. What must... Continue Reading →

Choice

What words saidWould comfort aGriever?What choicesMade will lead toChange?the words SpokenHas potential toHeal and kill.To comfort and destroy. What words can beSaid to a personIn agonising pain?Will you say yesto nos' or no to the yes?The choice is yours. We make themwithout knowing.Here I amSitting writingWith pain at my back.It eats at meBut I chooseNot... Continue Reading →

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