Permission

Am I allowed to feel this certain way Am I allowed to smile At the messages being sent Do I shut this conversation down If I do What will I do next Am I allowed to laugh At dirty jokes Am I allowed to ignite The conversations. Is it okay for me to crave Another... Continue Reading →

Captive

I'm bound together Held apart From the world. Relationships and freedom I yearn for But they seem far reached. Lines and rules Control my actions. They are surprised When I speak. But they don't listen To the emotion. So I show it Should I show it. Not timid No self pity. I summit To the... Continue Reading →

Strength

Broken but complete You smile But you're hurting. Feeling weak But you keep pushing You don't know What for But you keep going Waking up each day. Next day better Than yesterday. You find small things Worth holding to. You're alone You feel crushed You're hurting But you don't show it. Why show it When... Continue Reading →

Gratitude

how do u show it? How do u make Then believe you You are grateful For their actions For their deeds For their attention How do u show When the words don't Measure up To your feelings? You lack resources You can't give back. Your time isn't here You can't give back But you do... Continue Reading →

Hold it down

Stand firm Stay focused The hardship May still be going But our stop hasnt Arrived Hold it down Don't lose hope Stay grateful Stay focused On the daily blessings Little is the money Plenty is the blessing Awaiting you. Turn your tunnel vision On. The wind blows heavy The flag must be held down You... Continue Reading →

Commit

But am I willing Will I stick to it Till the end Through thick and thin? Can I commit Or will I quit Am I willing Or am I a weakling What will be my next move It's very easy to less loose Losely started As each day goes by I ignore the warning signs.... Continue Reading →

Never less

You got it In you You may doubt But the results Say otherwise. The process Drains you Don't expect Nothing less. It was and is Never going to be Easy. Nothing goes easy If it does Then the results Are not the results. You push As hard as possible Never less. You work fast And... Continue Reading →

Very Easy

Keeping composed And self discipline Easy to imply but Difficult to administer. It's very easy to let go It very easy to give up. But finding the reason To hold on Is the biggest question And hardest question You will ever ask yourself. I'm at a cross road At age 22 Loosly controlled by families... Continue Reading →

Natural actress

Swiping up Nothing comforts me. I'm numb. So used to acting I forget how I feel. There's no use in trying. I just go with the flow The glow has gone. They want me happy So I stay acting. Don't like questions Being asked So I stay in the role. The big sis I worked... Continue Reading →

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