Night Time

All of my daysThroughout allOf these years.There's been tearsAnd fears.Nightmares werethe worst. The days were longThe nights wereThe worst.You were lyingIn bed.Bombarded byThoughtsGoing round and roundTill you fell asleep. The night time is worst.The night time is bad.Like the fox and pigI am haunted byNight time

Surrounded

You've been blindedYou've been lead astray.What now?You've workedTill you literallyCan't anymore.Will it be permanent?HELL NO!!I will fight. You've gone aboutThis the wrong way.But you've doneWell considering.Your visions backYou look aroundYou're surrounded. You've given inHave you lostThe will to go on?I'm just relaxingOh yeah??!For how long?? You are in the mistOf the battleAnd you are relaxing.You've... Continue Reading →

Blinded

You're in painIt's your fault.You're depressedIt's your faultYou're a failureIt's your faultYour successIt's your faultYou've been hurtIt's your fault. I've been a foolI've been blindedNow I'm hurt.I'm in pain.Can't blameNo oneBut you. They sayYou are a productOf your environment.I came outBarely smiling.I got tiesFrom the past. I've been blinded.Now I'm hurting.So focused onReaching theFinish line.I... Continue Reading →

Unaware

Naive  as I amNaive I still am.Saying yes to awell presented package.Dissapointed to seeThe content reallyDoesn't matchThe package. Go on aheadSwallow theButter pillYou've learnt somethingHaven't you.You played real nice.You've lured me inBut don't thinkFor a moment.I won't fight my way out. You've taught meNot to be unaware.I will take the burn.I will swallow theBitter pillIve... Continue Reading →

More time

I don't have enoughTime to pay attentionTo the things going onAround me.Mentally runningLooking and mumbling.What did I do here?How much time didI spend there? I'm chasing timePlease slow down.You're runningFaster than me.With my hands outstretched.I finally got hold of you. Just like sandYou drop fromMy handJust like a snowflakeYou melt with aTiny touch. What must... Continue Reading →

Choice

What words saidWould comfort aGriever?What choicesMade will lead toChange?the words SpokenHas potential toHeal and kill.To comfort and destroy. What words can beSaid to a personIn agonising pain?Will you say yesto nos' or no to the yes?The choice is yours. We make themwithout knowing.Here I amSitting writingWith pain at my back.It eats at meBut I chooseNot... Continue Reading →

Decisions

You got toLet it go.The times has changedYou haven't healedCompletelySo I understandBut are you willingTo explain yourselfTo outsiders?Are you willing to explainWhy you randomly break down? He tells meI'm unorganised.My mind is scattered.He knows the problemBut he won't give wayFor the answers.What must I do?Must I go againstHis will?What will the youngerOnes think of me?What... Continue Reading →

Affirmation

You are allowed.You are permitted.You are okay.You will be  fine.Nothing you've doneIs wrong.Communicate, speak,Express yourself.They are all differentThey won't judge you. You asked for help.Well done.They do care.Shut down thatNegative voice.Everything is alright.You've doneNothing wrong.Just breathe.

Colourless

There is less colourIn this worldThrough the eyesOf pessimistic humans.The colours of the treesSeems to be dripping away intoThe drainage of the streetsSomething hard hits my legI turn to take a lookA car?Have I become dead aswellBlack and white is all I seeI smile as he makes gesturesOuhh this is real life Charlie chaplinMe like.I... Continue Reading →

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