Self Doubt

Stuck on stupid. Knowing what You know. Yet you still make The simplest of errors. The outsiders start Wondering why. You give them a blank stare. Knowing of nothing That just happened. You suffering from Memory lost? Nah I just don't Control the automatic Reset mode my brain Goes into sometimes. Must be nice hey?... Continue Reading →

Not Ready Yet

I'm underground. There's nothing To show off here. It's all hardwork With long nights. You sit for so long You start to get Back pain. I've got my glutes All tight up. It hurts to walk It hurts to sleep It even hurts to laugh. That don't matter Cause my relationship With sleep is like... Continue Reading →

The Glass Box

You see me But you can't hear me. I hear your words. I feel your hurt. I speak comfort Into the atmosphere But you can't hear me. What can I do For you to hear me? What actions must I make For you to take me seriously? I am not an act. I am not... Continue Reading →

Honestly

Throwback poem from couples years ago (4 years) I really am trying my bestfeeling like i'm being chocked upwith all the expectationsand the revisions.Just like my dad is fightingi can say i'm not fightingbut at least i am trying.This is my last runso i understandthat i have to make it count. The insult of sleepingso... Continue Reading →

Re-focus

My life is my life Stop looking at the life Your friends have. It might be a high lie Secretly wanting to die Is what they might be  wishing for Happiness is not in their daily schedule Pretence is their number one resource My life took a massive detour For the lord Answered my cries... Continue Reading →

Vision

As I walk in life I strive. I dont struggle anymore. things come to me with ease. Is that fair? I have become more and more determined everyday. I started with a lot of people around me. As I continue to face my daily challenges, I become greater and better. I started to lose the... Continue Reading →

Resilience

There are days in my lifeI wish things could go better. But I know deep downI must go through this. No matter the weatherCome rain or sunCome darkness or lightI can stay on the bright side. Whenever I fallEverytime I fallI want to crysulk, moanWaiting for someoneTo pick me up.It never happens. I stop crying... Continue Reading →

Imbalance

Surrounded by peopleliving in the moment. Whist I just want to press pauseAnd escape this moment. I'm tired of being busySoon I will be tired of not being busyMan! what's wrong with meThis imbalance is messing me upSome say I just create itHey I guess  I'm that creative

Full speed

You got this You've conquered the wall. Go go go. Full speed Don't slow down. It's a race that only You can win Huh? Only I can win? No I don't want that I want to learn As I go. I want challenges to Meet me. I want to grow and learn From this challenge... Continue Reading →

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