Decisions

You got toLet it go.The times has changedYou haven't healedCompletelySo I understandBut are you willingTo explain yourselfTo outsiders?Are you willing to explainWhy you randomly break down? He tells meI'm unorganised.My mind is scattered.He knows the problemBut he won't give wayFor the answers.What must I do?Must I go againstHis will?What will the youngerOnes think of me?What... Continue Reading →

Repost: progress

How did I become this personThat no longer craves other humansFor my own comfort?Where did it all change?Looking backtrying to put the pieces togetherI can't seem to figureIt all outWith each year that past.One person was removed from meThey moved onOr found other friendsIt never bothered me. Looking backI depended on them like oxygen.I relied... Continue Reading →

The Journey

How did I become this personThat no longer craves other humansFor my own comfort?Where did it all change?Looking backtrying to put the pieces togetherI can't seem to figureIt all outWith each year that past.One person was removed from meThey moved onOr found other friendsIt never bothered me. Looking backI depended on them like oxygen.I relied... Continue Reading →

Teach me

Who am I without it? I don't like normal I don't like majority I like being special I like being unque My qualities stand out. So please give it back. I just need that push To get me to the finish line. You depend on it You've forgotten Where your true Loyalty lies. You don't... Continue Reading →

Choked up

You've done it again Pushing it down Thinking it won't come out. It's worse. It's gone bad. Left or right Who should I speak to. Would speaking help? What happens if it doesn't All these thoughts piling up. Where and who? I have no more space I'm mentally choking up. Push it all out. You... Continue Reading →

Runner

Avoid. Dodge Hide and push. Everything has its time I can't deal with it I don't the feel of it. Push. Dodge You can't stop me I won't be held down. Run. As fast as you can. Avoid as much as you can. You can't reach me I won't allow it. Like mud You surround... Continue Reading →

Some loving

You are annoying You piss me off at times But I can't get rid of you You need my attention At the wrong time You come to me I push you off You sulk. You just need some loving An emotion That I really don't show It's hard to be tough and vulnerable. I can't... Continue Reading →

Equilibrium

Maintenance requires little energy Balance requires attention And awareness. Both can and has been Accomplished. So why is it daunting For me? Why am I not able to Maintain the simplest Of things? You ain't in control And your awareness Isn't stable. Maintaining equilibriumIs a disciplineOf its own.To maintain balanceYou must get hold of yourself... Continue Reading →

Puppet

You tell me Where to go. You distance Yourself slightly For a period of Time. The problem I think is you. I think I got this But you think I don't. You are back To controlling me. You've planned My life the way You want it. You got me On a leash As your puppet.... Continue Reading →

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