Can’t

Keep your head up. You got to raise up. You are better. Don't go back. Temptation is hard To over come. Picking up their slack. Making sure They don't make noise At you. Someone else's mistake Is on you. You cant slack Even if you wanted to. If you weren't ready They will force it... Continue Reading →

Tell Me

Pushing. I'm pushing. Ignoring the small thoughts That appear While I'm busy . I spend more time Mentally moving My thoughts Than concentrating On my work. Someone please tell me How to get this right. The self doubt is haunting my nights Am I doing it right? Someone tell me If I'm doing alright. One... Continue Reading →

Walk For Me

It's a new year And I'm sad. Stay with family Then I'm happy. In bed remenesing On the good times The happy moments. Then comes the thought Of the future The hurdles I need to get over. Wanting someone To do it for me. No cheat code In this part of life. Damn. Someone please... Continue Reading →

Standing out

why am i not like them? whats wrong with me? some days i am gloomy some hours i am carefree. give it a few days to sink in I start regretting letting loose. Put me in a room with outgoing peeps i might stand out not physically but mentally. Not ready to show the real... Continue Reading →

The mind part 2

you dont feel the pain you sit and the worst takes place up in your mind. you may have been blessed with a loving family with friends that care. but you were given a load for you to carry one that has to be dropped along the road you've reached the drop off zone. yet... Continue Reading →

Help Me

Help me to shake it or take it away. This gloomy feeling, the emptiness I feel unmotivated to continue this journey I am on. I was doing fine driving myself in the direction that I want to go. So someone just help me I don't need you to stick around I just want this feeling... Continue Reading →

I Believe

I'm not feeling great I just don't know what to do anymore. trying not to get into vices I hear that it helps but what if I get too attached to my vices wont that make me an addict? I don't like the idea of running.   I like to face my challenges head on... Continue Reading →

Tell Me

if only someone could tell me what to do where to go how to feel and how to speak cause this is feeling a little all too much. I turn my head to the right no shoulder to lean on to my left I see family members all too busy with their own desires what... Continue Reading →

Temptation

You laugh. You tease. Me the fool, Will laugh and Go along with it. But it hurts. And I don't like it. A victim of a life, I can't live. A life that is not mine. My life has a different road. There are distractions, That come along. I enjoy them. Living in the moment,... Continue Reading →

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