Broken Angel

The fallen angelsOf our past.were caughtunaware.Going about theirNormal daily routinesFalling in love withOther angels alike. They never knewThe world theyWere aboutTo enter.They followedTheir emotionsThinking followingA good feelingWill only bringThen happiness right? 7 months downThe line.Things ain'tGoing as planned.The sparkThat was oncethere has descipated Angels whoseWings were upFirmly,Now coversThis fallen angelAs they remaincurled up onThe floor.... Continue Reading →

Emotions part 2

They are likeBlood suckingMosquitoes.Draining awayMy energy.They surround meKnowing I can'tDo anythingTo them.So they beatMe up on a daily. I can't do anythingBecause I've been toldThey don't exist.Love doesn't exist.But why can it be felt?It's like a hard waveOr is that lust? It haunts meBut I mute it.Show no emotionThat's the onlyWay to get throughThis life.... Continue Reading →

Forgetful Me

I forget for a whileWhy we stoppedTalking.No warningNo apologiesJust silenceFrom both sidesBut mainly yours. It all come backWhy I thinkWe stopped.I know I can'tBare not talkingTo you.The vibe between us.So strongIt's as thoughThe sea doesn'tSeperate us. Forgetful me ay?We are bothHurting incapableTo love butYet I still seekFor you on myLowest of days. I shouldn't haveBut... Continue Reading →

My tormentor

The cravings of a humanIs visciousIt burns internalkyHearts racingMinds rushingImages flowing oastOf a life I wishI could haveI close my eyesAnd I'm happyJust the two of us.Without a care inThe worldWho made allThese rules I want out.I don't want to beHeld downBy rules and expectationsI want lustI want loveI crave for bloodThe metallic tasteIn my... Continue Reading →

Tap out

I want to tap out. I want another way out. I can't go on like this. I was fine, Boxed my emotions away. Done as was told. Respect. Smile. Lead by a good example. That's just it. What next. You tell me what to do, Forget I have a choice, And a voice too. Man... Continue Reading →

Never ending

You fought the nightYou wrestled against theShadows of yourChildhoods past.You were capturedAnd heldIn the drumming room.Slepless nightsHad your pillowWith wet patches. Your lifeless companionNext to youYou held it close.What wordsWould it sayThat would comfort youIn the drumming room.The banging never seized.The temporary medsSeemed to have worked. Years gone passedDifferent battlesYou had to fight.Comparing yoursTo people... Continue Reading →

Controller

He calls it erratic behaviour. But the day to day term Is anxiety You never know When the next wave Will come. You just hope that You will be able to control it. Clinging your teeth Waiting for the wave to pass Don't give in Don't give in. You've got this Don't let it get... Continue Reading →

Pieces

You've dropped it You look around Hoping someone Would help you out. They all seem distracted. To your left A group picking up their Own broken pieces To your right A group sticking their Pieces together. You look down Shaking trembling. Blinded by the tears Treaming down. Am I invisible? You open your mouth They... Continue Reading →

Trapped

Why can't I cry? I'm fed up But I can't cry. I wake up each day They expect me To be fine. I tell them I'm fine They can't help me. They can't walk in my shoes They can't stop the time For me. So I just keep going I just keep putting One foot... Continue Reading →

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