He calls it erratic behaviour. But the day to day term Is anxiety You never know When the next wave Will come. You just hope that You will be able to control it. Clinging your teeth Waiting for the wave to pass Don't give in Don't give in. You've got this Don't let it get... Continue Reading →


You've dropped it You look around Hoping someone Would help you out. They all seem distracted. To your left A group picking up their Own broken pieces To your right A group sticking their Pieces together. You look down Shaking trembling. Blinded by the tears Treaming down. Am I invisible? You open your mouth They... Continue Reading →


Why can't I cry? I'm fed up But I can't cry. I wake up each day They expect me To be fine. I tell them I'm fine They can't help me. They can't walk in my shoes They can't stop the time For me. So I just keep going I just keep putting One foot... Continue Reading →


Innocence is pure It's very precious Innocence is like A new born baby Being brought Up in a chaotic World. Pure as the sunrise. Over the years it Starts to drip With blood. What was pure As now being Perverted. It all came to a Violent hult. A stop that is active. A new red... Continue Reading →

Not my place

Part of me wants to change. The other wants to stay the same. Feeling like it's Not my place But still Wanting to Take part. The battlefield Is very brutal Some survive. With word Spreading Help has come. The battle seems Easier with Much better weapons. I stand as I watch The world go past.... Continue Reading →

Won’t Stop

I am been dragged Into the dark. I don't want to go. I am fighting Trying to keep it in. I just don't want to go. I am not ready. I have moved on. A new me has emerged. Isn't that surprising? Changes have been made Oh I am so glad. I can finally be... Continue Reading →


Keep your head up. You got to raise up. You are better. Don't go back. Temptation is hard To over come. Picking up their slack. Making sure They don't make noise At you. Someone else's mistake Is on you. You cant slack Even if you wanted to. If you weren't ready They will force it... Continue Reading →

Tell Me

Pushing. I'm pushing. Ignoring the small thoughts That appear While I'm busy . I spend more time Mentally moving My thoughts Than concentrating On my work. Someone please tell me How to get this right. The self doubt is haunting my nights Am I doing it right? Someone tell me If I'm doing alright. One... Continue Reading →

Walk For Me

It's a new year And I'm sad. Stay with family Then I'm happy. In bed remenesing On the good times The happy moments. Then comes the thought Of the future The hurdles I need to get over. Wanting someone To do it for me. No cheat code In this part of life. Damn. Someone please... Continue Reading →

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