Naive  as I amNaive I still am.Saying yes to awell presented package.Dissapointed to seeThe content reallyDoesn't matchThe package. Go on aheadSwallow theButter pillYou've learnt somethingHaven't you.You played real nice.You've lured me inBut don't thinkFor a moment.I won't fight my way out. You've taught meNot to be unaware.I will take the burn.I will swallow theBitter pillIve... Continue Reading →

More time

I don't have enoughTime to pay attentionTo the things going onAround me.Mentally runningLooking and mumbling.What did I do here?How much time didI spend there? I'm chasing timePlease slow down.You're runningFaster than me.With my hands outstretched.I finally got hold of you. Just like sandYou drop fromMy handJust like a snowflakeYou melt with aTiny touch. What must... Continue Reading →


What words saidWould comfort aGriever?What choicesMade will lead toChange?the words SpokenHas potential toHeal and kill.To comfort and destroy. What words can beSaid to a personIn agonising pain?Will you say yesto nos' or no to the yes?The choice is yours. We make themwithout knowing.Here I amSitting writingWith pain at my back.It eats at meBut I chooseNot... Continue Reading →


You got toLet it go.The times has changedYou haven't healedCompletelySo I understandBut are you willingTo explain yourselfTo outsiders?Are you willing to explainWhy you randomly break down? He tells meI'm unorganised.My mind is scattered.He knows the problemBut he won't give wayFor the answers.What must I do?Must I go againstHis will?What will the youngerOnes think of me?What... Continue Reading →


You are allowed.You are permitted.You are okay.You will be  fine.Nothing you've doneIs wrong.Communicate, speak,Express yourself.They are all differentThey won't judge you. You asked for help.Well done.They do care.Shut down thatNegative voice.Everything is alright.You've doneNothing wrong.Just breathe.


There is less colourIn this worldThrough the eyesOf pessimistic humans.The colours of the treesSeems to be dripping away intoThe drainage of the streetsSomething hard hits my legI turn to take a lookA car?Have I become dead aswellBlack and white is all I seeI smile as he makes gesturesOuhh this is real life Charlie chaplinMe like.I... Continue Reading →

My heart and soul

Don't worryI got youand I'm sorryThat I neverLove you.I'm sorryI  never paidmuch attentionTo you.You were hurting.I thought the cureWould comeFrom someone else. I love you andI will tryTo neverignore You.You've been screaming.I thought itwas for other  to  hear  You were hurting  But I ignored it.  Thinking others  Could fix it. You yearned forSome loving l.I... Continue Reading →

My tormentor

The cravings of a humanIs visciousIt burns internalkyHearts racingMinds rushingImages flowing oastOf a life I wishI could haveI close my eyesAnd I'm happyJust the two of us.Without a care inThe worldWho made allThese rules I want out.I don't want to beHeld downBy rules and expectationsI want lustI want loveI crave for bloodThe metallic tasteIn my... Continue Reading →

Not there

TiresomeThat's what your actionsAre giving out.Stop stressingstop lookingInto places whereNothing can be found.You can not wishSomething physicalInto existence. Please, just stop.It's not there.You are wastingYour energyInto somethingThat cannotBe brought backinto existence.Learn from yourHiccups and move on.Let it go. Why hold onTo an empty mug?Why hold on toSomething thatIsn't there?You cannot graspThe airYou cannotGo back in... Continue Reading →

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